God has been doing some really cool hard core things in my heart. I was super jacked up and fighting what I know He wants me to do for the past few months.But I finally stopped fighting and trying to find an answer alone and i am finally seeing answers coming together. I find no coincidence that I find hardly any joy at work and my confidence in myself is the only thing holding me back from excelling as an amazing dispatcher. everything other than confidence is superb at work.... there are some decisions along with situations that will begin to occur in the next few weeks that may affect my next year or two. I have heard the Lord call me to something incredible and I think this is His way of having me let go of things and do what it is He has for me. There is still alot of things that need to change and occur for these things to happen [time, heart, patience, trust, money]....but this is my prayer- for it to be the right thing for me now. pray: I continue to listen to Him and really only Him cuz for so long I have let friends, family and work affect me and although they may influence they should not affect fully the decisions and calling of Christ.
I got to kick it w/ some solid friends from AZ and made some new ones recently. It was tight to say the least. God changed a bunch of things in my heart in a very short amount of time-- cuz i finally let Him and gave me some answers to things I had been trying to figure out for so long.
i think dreams are becoming more and more official. the next few weeks will be a time to make some big decisions in my life and I am excited.
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